Sub Human

i actually can not describe the immediate serotonin boost i got when i saw bingzi released a new vn, i am still waiting on sunlit grove but i'll gladly take this in the meanwhile, review coming soon 😈😈

Edit 1:Oh fuck hes a guitarist in a band. oh this is gonna be so bad for my heart.

Edit 2:I wrote a commentary styled review, i was gonna turn it into a paragraph but i wrote way too much. Obvious spoilers ahead. 

-the mc is extremely self aware, it's clear she doesn't socialise but she doesn't have the lack of social awareness that gives you severe second hand embarrassment, however it's still realistic and well thought out.

-I adore that we can observe the pov of the obsessor and not the object of obsession for once, it's a direction I don't see many visual novels take and so interesting to keep up with!

-Bands name is no exit, there's a poster of it on mcs wall as well..subtle foreshadowing, dare I say?

-the way mc apologised to the box cutter for dirtying it after she cut herself 😭😭. Oh my god, the writing is immaculate.

-THE MUSIC HITSSSS

-why is he a manwhore (EDIT TO MUCH LATER LMFAOOO I CALLED IT YES LARZ) (future Larz game pls make him insane as well)

-is Elias a sadist?? Does he take pride in mind fucking??? God complex? HES A PSYCHOLOGY MAJOR..

-The plot is so interesting?? I've played over 200 visual novels and I surprisingly couldn't see multiple things coming, every single one of Bingzis games hits so agonizingly hard bro I can't.

-THE AUTO CORRECT TO SHLONG LMMMFAOOOOOOO

-ok there's an actual autocorrect mistake in the game, the scene where Camilla's mom calls and yaps about how the shirt doesn't look good on her, instead of "I haven't even been *dieting* like i said I would" it's *editing* gigglelssl

-i love how you can slowly piece together Camilla's character and backstory, at first you think that maybe she's a genuinely hideous and generally unlikable person but that slowly starts translating to her asshole family, limited social environment, and general circumstances that lead to such a traumatic self image. It all builds up so perfectly.

-OH MY GOD JESSSIIIII OH I WANT HER SO BAD "is he bothering you queen" LMMMFAOOOO YES PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR

-I absolutely love the humor in the game this is so terribly well  made trust me my friends won't hear the end of it

-the fact that there are other characters that're just as socially anxious or even worse than mc is such a good detail and gives so much depth to the game

-all his friends are warning against him in a "joking" manner. Red flags are blaring.

-FUCK WHAT WHAT WHAT. OH SHITS GOING DOWN. OK yeah I don't like this at all he's treating her like a case study to get off to..TO BE CONTINUED???? OH MY GOD. Ok other routes it's okay deep breaths.

-ouughhh the lyrics in the notebook made me feel things game dev you're sooo poetic

-motherless x abusive mom trope

-"didn't know you were part of the undead. You know, since you ghosted me." LLLMMMMFFFAAAAAOOOOOOOOO

-ok just went through all the choices, that game was an absolute masterpiece sent from up above to help me with finals season depression. I absolutely adore all Bingzi's games you guys should binge all of them hope u enjoyed reading if you made it this far xx

Apparently the "your game" channel posted your game but did not provide trigger warnings in full just wanted to let you know. They seem to be known for not respecting creators wishes.

I loved this and was so happy to play another masterpiece by the wonderful and talented Bingzi! 

The writing in this was amazing!There were many moments where I felt completely wrapped up in the writing and also nervous in regards for what was to come.  Some particular moments had me freezing as the shock sort of settled in and it was such a wonderful experience to be gripped so fervently by your writing!

 I really loved how realistically you portrayed Camilla's struggles and what was going on in her life. I felt so bad for her throughout the game. Although the stalking was not good, I wanted to hug her and could understand why she developed an unhealthy attachment as Elias genuinely seemed like the only good thing in her life.

On the other hand, Elias himself made me really nervous. There were bits and pieces here and there where I was suspicious of him and moments where I was definitely unnerved. I can't wait to see where the story goes with him!

The art was gorgeous as well! I love your art style and how you draw CGs and sprites. An absolute joy to look at! 

Thank you so much once again for sharing your talent with us Bingzi! Everytime I see your work I get so happy and excited! 
I ended up uploading my playthrough to YouTube here and once the busy month is over, I'll definitely make a short form video for it too! 

Can't wait to keep supporting you